Entries for June, 2005

Hello everyone ^^; Again...*hides* I'd say in my last couple of posts that I'll be back blogging but...HEHHEHEHE. Anyways nothing really did happen for the past couple of months. So..let us...start again lol.

I wonder if anyone still remembers my blog >.> *coughs*

Anyways I'm losing interest in the online game I used to play already. Sad coz I'm could've been 1 step closer to LVL 90 and be ready for another map that will come in a big update few months later. But I guess I could still make it slowly -_-...

As the game gets more boring, I eventually realised that I lost a lot of time already. As in, wasted a lot of time. Although I didn't regret on spending my time on some gaming stuff, still I should get back to my real-life soon. But I really enjoyed my long-break from evil schools. The heart-pain I gotten a few months ago has already recovered, a long time ago. I also did talk to him, back to friends again. It was weird when he first talked to me again, but eventually it became more natural...

My past two weeks were so boring -___- Since I spend less time in game, I spent my time lying on my bed resting...Then something striked me all of the sudden. That was "I wanna study.". Odd eh? lol -.- I thought I would never ever have that in my mind. But well, truth is, I got nothing I can do besides studying.

There's a big chance that I'll be going back to Vancouver to study (if uni at that area wanna take me........*sweats*). And a very lil chance I'll be staying in HK, since I dun think I got any replies from unis yet lol. It'll be the third time leaving a place for a few years if I'm really going :/ If things go on how I've planned and came out fine, my decision will not only be affecting me, but also to a few other people...hopefully in a posiive way.

I've 80% decided to go back to study so...dun.......stop............me.......... O.o Now I just need to make it an 100% sure thing before talking to my dad. Or he'll kill me if I back off again -.-

Anyone wanna go with me to Vancouver to study? XD Or any good uni to reccommend? Or any crap ones I shouldn't choose? XP

After so long, I still like this song. And still dunno what the title means >.> The lyrics......could get related to how I feel. Sigh...

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Mayuko Aoki - Kime He

Made to think of the joys and sorrows
I relax in the sweet sound
Words, with their power, bring me to my senses

There is only one thing to transmit
Yes, on this cold cheek
I can feel the touch of the palm of your hand

By this fleeting warmth
Our separation can be filled by heartbeats
This time will dry up the rift
Because I can meet you when I close my eyes

That afternoon walking with you
Without reason, an unexpected thought
That before long, these days will probably end

More than the voice of a premonition, I hear
The exchange of smiles; I believe that
The palm of your hand can make it happen again

By this modest warmth
Our wounds will be sealed by life
To make it come true, if your love burns
Begin from this moment

Perhaps nothing in this reflected world
When I want to stop time
Even if the dreams I hope for disappear
Because this time of living without you isn't a dream

Fleeting warmth
Even if our souls are separated far away
Trembling, this moment
holds my feelings, to tomorrow

The palm of your hand that is dear to me
Because I can't forget it, when to you
I arrive after a struggle; we'll meet by chance, surely, even getting over the darkness...

Q: Have you thought of what to do if you can't get in college on time after your high school graduation?

A:

1. Uh...no plans.
2. Wait for next year?
3. No college for me, just gonna work.
4. My parents gonna help me make my decision.
5. ...........................................