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Entries for February, 2004February 1st, 2004
[02:32 PM | Want coffee? ^^] Blythe - Courtney Tez @_@ Hello everyone~ This is an entry for Blythe lovers. LOL~ I read YES! Magazine yesterday and there's 3 pages about Blythe and Blythe clothes. Blythe is already 23 years old @_@;;;;;;; It said the first generation is too scary, so kids dun like them much. And now their look have changed... OKOK~ They got a small list of Blythe that worth collecting, or you should buy them so you can earn money with them in auctions. 1. Courtney Tez 2. Asian Butterfly (the one that its legs and hands cannot move) 3. Miss Anniversay 4. Rouge Noir 5. Bohemian Beat 6. All Gold in one 7. Piccadilly Dolly 8. Cherry Berry 9. Cinamon Girl Here's a phone of Courtney Tez I found in auctions @_@; There are people who bid for it already. The price is currently $2050HKD. It's cheap actually. Coz the orignal price should be $3000, you can put it in auction for $10,000 and the max cost can be $13,000. @____@;;;;; It's a Nike crossover thing:::  And this is for Neko to see XD This ish the wooden chair in auction~ $60HKD, from Japan. The owner said she/he hand carried it from Japan.  Go Neko! XD I am feeling: Blythe-reporter? @_@ February 3rd, 2004
[06:56 PM | Want coffee? ^^] Feeling on everything I won the auction for the Super Dollfie Catalogs and Collection book. @_@; And I have to transfer the payment before Friday. O_o; The catalogs are $268 (includes registered mail) and the collection book is $350 (includes registered mail). Man, someone was fighting with me over the collection book. It was in auction for USD$36, then we bid and bid. Until USD$51. LOL I know I'm nuts @_@; But that auction belongs to the person who's gonan help me buy SD in Japan. So she gave me discount. I do know the book is too expensive, but that is the last one she got, and I have to get it even though the price is high. $268 + $350 = $618. Gahhhhh. I have the money, from lai see and past year lai sees. But I dun wanna use them becoz they are new money bill T______T I feel that they will cry if I use them. *cries* Yes yes I am stupid ro crazy, whatever you say  I talk to my stuff dolls. If someone show me something, and I said "I dun want it!", then I will feel sorry for that object, since I think that object will feel sad.Everything has feelings -- to me it is. That is the reason why I dun throw away anything in my room even though my room is already running out of space. I dun use the precision new money bill in my wallet coz it will cry if I let other people damage it. @____@ There's something weird going on for Malita.ORG, the old hosting thing dies out I understand, but after I put up stuff into the new host, it doesn't show. Mommy has to close down Maldita in a month. It's okay ^^ We babies understand. I'm actually really happy to have my happy memories posted under that domain. Thinking of the time where I got hosted under Maldita, it's actually the time when things are beginning to change. How each of us got closer, how sneaky we are, how we left each other. Although there are also unhappy stuff blogged, it's still okay. I'm still happy with them  Sometimes in school now I will have a shock of some feelings I felt in the past. I can't always remember when I find myself feeling that way before, but it just came to me in the middle of the class for no reason. Suddenly I will have to fear of being alone, fear of talking in class, fear of being in a strange place, or just fear of something. Nothing is exactly happening at that time when I felt it, but it just came up to me. @_@ Hmm.. I'm feeling abnormally uncomfortable in school. I do feel better than the first month of school, but there's something in between each of us that block us from being 'friends'. This is something I dunno how to solve and dun tend to solve it either. Strange. I am sitting with my friends in all of the classes (except one), so I won't be bored or have some strange feelings sitting with a stranger. But when it gets to group discussion, we dun get along well becoz there are people who're not close to me nor my friend. And seriously we are having too many discussions these days. I have NO IDEA at all on what to say. I dun even wanna do it. I do laugh in school. Only depending on 'when'. Lunchtime/ free lesson is the only time when I can comfortably talk to other people and laugh truly. Other then that, I'm not exactly 'me', since I feel uncomfortable. I want this feeling to go away, but it doesn't seem it will. Everyone seems to have something in their mind. I dun mean nasty plans. But those psychological problems or something. There is one guy in 3 of my classes who's like that. He doesn't talk to anyone in school. I heard from other people saying that he doesn't speak in English becoz he minds a lot of what other people think about his speaking/speech. I WILL go mad soon. I just feel so uncomfortable. I am feeling: uncomfortable I am listening to: Pita-Ten's Angel's Morning February 4th, 2004
[06:23 PM | Want coffee? ^^] YUCK!!!!!! T_______T Today must be the official bad day of mine *cries* Nothing 'exactly' in particular, but still.....*sniff* Firstly, becoz we use used books in school (borrowing textbooks from school), so I got one of the used books while some people got new English novel book *cries*. I seriosuly wanna throw it away since I'm very picky in 'clean' or 'unclean'. Secondly, my weird history discussion group had to do the presentation today. But the guy said everything so the other 3 of us just stood there. Just ideas from 'discussion'. Aiiiii I dun like to stand in front of the classssssss. Secondly, maths quiz tomorrow. It's not hard, but I dun wanna study anything. Maths homework too =___=; ENGLISH homework too T_____T;; PSYCHOLOGY homework too < I have no idea of 'how' to do it. Those are not the worst part of my day. *sniff* In psychology lesson which the teacher MUST be nuts. We had to draw a textbook cover yesterday and hand in today. But he asked everyone to present it in front of the class for 20seconds today ><;;;; And I dunno my classmates except for SOME. GRRRRR and becoz I'm sitting right in the front, right in the first row, I had to present it first T_________T;;;;; Embarrassing me. *CRIES* Luckily I still know what I was saying...aiii. Next, he told the guys and the gals to line up in separate rows. =_=; Then.......HOLD HANDS WITH THE PERSON OPPOSITE OF YOU. One by one, in front of the teacher, in front of everyone. .......................... ................. ..... ........... ........ And then one shook hands O_o; But ofcoz that's wrong, so they had to do it again. Aii... So the other guy held my hand =___=;;;; ....... Yuck man! UGLY GUY. *punch him* He was putting his hand on top so I had to put mines under =_=; His hand was burning hot. *sigh* EEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! *washes hand* MY POOR RIGHT HAND T______T!!!!!!!!!!!!! YUCK!!!!! *splits splits* My innocent hand!!!!!!!! T^^^^^^^^T;;; I dun wanna hold hands with people I dunno..... AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! *punches wall* *washes hand madly* SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! I am feeling: innocent I am listening to: ayumi hamasaki's Hanabi February 4th, 2004
[06:27 PM | Want coffee? ^^] Panasonic vs Banasonic I got a very interesting E-mail. LOL~ Inside it has two websites which are worth to visit XD They are closely related too. *grin grin* Dun worry, it's nothing scary ^^ LOL~ See both ha~! I am feeling: fun February 8th, 2004
[01:10 AM | Want coffee? ^^] A Gift I made a gift for Yuna XD And that was her layout XDDDDD LOL~ Usually when I make my own layout, I will screw it up and then screw myself up for a few days XD Now I'm done hers within a day *grin* I'm so proud of myself XDDDD Wahahahahahh!!!!! And you better go visit orelse Yuna will come out from your screen and swallow you And I know you miss me XD I haven't made a new layout for my Madita blog ;_; *cries* And I haven't been blogging there for such a long time T_______T WHYYYYYY! ^_________________^ As for my doll news, I received one of the SD magazines/book I ordered this morning ^^v. The La carte dun Ange. I actually saw this book in Mong Kok few days ago, and obviously I big it for a much more higher price then the price I saw in Mong Kok. Aii... But I have to ask that lady to help me buy my SDs, so I just accept the auction since I've won -_-; But it's okay la, the one in MK looks a bit strange @_@ And today I didn't go back to school for graduation pics. I woke up at 10:30am and felt so uncomforatble since then. I mean I dunno how my classmates will think of me. ....... Like 'why am I not participating in this event?'. The thing is, I dun wanna go and I'm lazy and it's so cold and I dun think many of them will feel there's something missing even if I didn't go. I'm just a bit worried about Monday, on how people look at me. I'm like trying my best to make the relationship between us more worse or something? If anyone look at me in a weird way for sure I will cry that day. Honestly I feel so painful inside these days, for reasons I dunno nor understand.......... Hey, stop doing something jerky. I am feeling: worried + uncomfortable I am listening to: Yuria Yato's sayonara February 8th, 2004
[11:44 PM | 2 *gulp* XD] So boring.. It's so boring now =_=; Nothing to do at all. LOL~ I can't study the thing I need tomorrow coz my notebook is in school O_o;; Aii.......It's so freaking cold that I want the HK government to cancel school/work for all the cold days until it gets warmerrrrrr!!!!! *shivers* Dun seem like I wanna go back to school tomorrow. But my mom is not those kind of parent that lets her adorable child skip school =_=; I do know she will feel disappointed if I skip it/pretend to be sick. I did it a few months ago (even though I was sick actually), and she can actually see I'm okay to be in school @_@; But that day she still let me take a rest at home. I still dun wanna go back to school for the next few days though, we have a project due in a few days and I haven't done a thing yet. Besides, I'm not in the mood to do such a thing =_=; My brain is busted with confusing feelings =_________________=;;;;;;;; It's really messy and I dunno how to fix it V_V; I dun wanna leave the feeling for somebody which have been important to me for almost 2 years. @~@; And I dun wanna develope feelings for new-someone impossible!! ><;;; WAKAKAKAKKAKA!!!!!!!! < went mad *swoosh swoosh* Drowned in confusion~ I am feeling: too sweet? I am listening to: Mai Kuraki's You are not the only one February 11th, 2004
[12:00 AM | Want coffee? ^^] Sick I got a stupid feeling that I will be sick soon @_@; My throat is hella sore now which is a sign that shows I'll get a cold soon. *sigh* I dun like this man =_=; I hate the part where my throat feel sore T_T; My ability in writing has gone down. I know that @_@; I can hardly write something fluently in my letter today. Basically, that was becoz I haven't written for so long, haven't talked to people in English for so long, haven't read books for so long. Yeah..and still~ Neko's Chicken Soup for Love and Friendship is still sitting on my desk. LOL~ Today was sorta a fun day @_@; I kept on stealing one person's thing (the same thing) and he had to get it back from me xPPP And then he and his friend were blocking my way of going to my seat >_>; (which I sit at the back of him). And then he stole my book. <_<; LOL~ They also told me something secret today @_@; Normally you wouldn't tell somebody that if you dun trust them since you might think that it will be spread worldwide. They told me that everyone in our class hate that specific person @_@; I never knew, since in my observation that person wasn't that hateful to other people. I mean at least they talk among themselves? ??????? ???? I agree with their reason of 'hating' though, since that was also the reason why I dun like that person. Anyways, something about my building. Since sometime I dunno, my mom and our security guards' relationships got so worse. I dunno what happened but my mom doesn't treat them well. I mean the tone of speech is like so mad O_o; Today my mom scolded one of the guard when me, my mom, another 2 people were in the lift today. The guard was trying to come into the lift (still have room) and my mom was like shouting "Don't coem in! There's no room already! Can't you see?!" Aii........... My so-called cursh talked to me today @_@; "I own everything you know." Errr......He's not my crush anymore xDDDDDDDD OOoooOooo how fast! XD I dun get any feeling on him anymore. LOL~ I can feel nothing even when looking into his eyes~ Bye my crush XDDDDDDDDDDDD~! For now... I am feeling: farewell I am listening to: Simple Plan's When I'm with you February 13th, 2004
[07:22 PM | 7 *gulp* XD] Friday the 13th I'm seriosuly sick today. I was gonna stay at home but I still went to school. I was glad that I went to school too. This morning we have the people from University of Saskchetwan to give out a speech. Then my classmate gave out roses to the girls. Basically all of the girls in the class got a rose, some girls from other class also got one Yesterday he was asking each of us what colour we like @_@; And the choices includes green too O_o; Green roses? O____O;; I asked him why was he asking yesterday, but he didn't tell me. LOL~ Now it's becoz of the roses~ This is the rose I got. I got a candy from another guy afterschool @_@; A teacher saw me holding a rose when I left, and she said "Where did you get your rose from?"~I left by myself today. I got off the bus at the stop near Delia. Then I was planning to go up to Yuna and Neko to give them a nice surprise for my arrival O_o; When I was walking to school, I saw Charlie with 2 other guys. His hair was ".........". Okay..... *coughs* Then I stood across the street from school. I saw my love coming out of the school alone~ What a great chance to attack XD He didn't see me at first coz I was standing somewhere else. Then I went behind him and poke him with my psychology textbook. LOL~ Then when he turned back I said "Long time no see" @_@; He said "Where are you studying now?" < while staring at my uniform. He thought I'm studying near by coz I'm in Kwun Tong. Hehe~ I think he must have seen my rose coz it was sticking out of my bag. I told him that there's a classmate giving out flowers to each girl. Then I told him about the colour thing. I ask him whether there are green roses and he said YES?! @_____O;;;; He said "there're blue roses too la"....... ...... LOL~ I asked him for his phone number once again. Now he got mobile, so he gave me mobile. I asked him to give home too, he remembers I already got it wo. @_@; But he gave again, and I realized at first I've entered the wrong number >_>; So for prank callings before, I've called the wrong number all along...... Ehh.. This is the only time where I can talk to him for such a long time, and without having heart attack. I found he has forgotten my name <_<; EEEEeeeeeeeeeeeee I pinched his left arm xPPPP He was like saying "a minute ago I still remember", "yesterday I still remmeber", "now I suddenly forgot, becoz of you". Grrrr LOL~ Actually he was like saying where am I heading when we were going across the street, I think he remembers where I used to leave. But I went down near the MTR station with him anyways. I found out he's not taking MTR either O_o; He said bus wo.... we left each other in front of McDonalds. LOL~ I kept on asking him about when will he trun on his mobile @_@; I said if he doesn't turn it on, I will call his home XDDDDDDDDDD By the way~ Neko boogie got a new layout XD I am feeling: happy + sick I am listening to: Mayuko Aoki's Morning Glow February 13th, 2004
[11:10 PM | 7 *gulp* XD] Barbie and Ken Did you guys know Barbie and Ken broke up after that 43-years of relationship? O_o; Ehhhhhh.....I mean they're so old already and they're breaking up. Nono I dun mean that. LOL~ I mean why!?!?!?!?! They were talking about this event on the news too @_@; Yes. News, and said beside Barbie there's another handsome guy @_@; Wahhhhhhhh.......?! I am feeling: dolly I am listening to: Jay Chou's Lalala~ February 15th, 2004
[12:49 AM | Want coffee? ^^] February 14th! Do you love me?? XDDDDDD Wow @_@; I got a celebration.......with my sickness today >_>; He stopped me from having taste on food ><; And my nose is totally stuffed! Since I've tried my super best to talk on Friday~ I totally lost my voice~ Well at least my own regular voice =______= *cries* I was gonna call my love casually through the phone and greet him Happy Valentines as well as spy on him xPPPP But since my voice changed so badly, I can't call. Aya.. And so, how my day went is..hugging tissues, watch movie, watch anime, eat, sneeze and cough. LOL. Althought I did not go out nor spending my day with anyone in particular, I wasn't lonely after all XD Oh yes, my rose is 'opening' @_@  The picture I took with my DC is not well though @_@; I took it at night and it was too bright o_O; I'll try to take it tomorrow la. ^^ I am feeling: comfortable I am listening to: Karena Lam's Date on February 14th February 15th, 2004
[01:06 AM | 2 *gulp* XD] Titanic Titanic was showing on TVB Jade yesterday night @_@; And yes I watched it. It was longer than I thought, 4 hours OOOOOOO. LOL~ And yes! I've never watched it before XD XD How updated!!!!! < *blushes* And throughout that 4 hours, I watched alone on the sofa O_o; No one watch with me. Only my tissue, my cinnamonroll, my melody, hamster, blanket watched with me. @_____@; There are some parts where I was about to pick up my mobile and press that call button on my love's name O______o; And too bad I didn't >_>; I couldn't even speak. But I got a feelign that he was watching XD Man, that movie was nice. But to me it's more like a horror movie than a romantic one @__@; So many people dying eh =____=; Especially where people floats on the ocean after the big ship sank. And also the part where people fall into the ocean from heights @~~~~~~@;;; That remind me of something....of the something event. Aiii.. So scary @~~~~~~@;;;; There was a shot where one of the ship people picked up a frozen dead person to see if he's still alive. EW!!!!! ><;; How can a romantic movie became like this @__@; And I so so sad that Jack died ><; After he and Rose has gone through so much things together! Gahhhhh!!!!! LOL~ I think Leonardo was very young when he had that movie, I remember that O_o; He was really young. And he get to see woman's breasts and butt right in front of his eyes @___@;;;; I mean Aya....His innocent eyes~! *shuts his eyes* XDXD I do wanna know how did they shoot the film though @_@; I mean to me that thing looks like a real ship on the real ocean @_@; Is the ship real? Did it really sunk? What will happen if the people were really drowned? Does anyone know? @____@; *cries* I am feeling: @~~@;; I am listening to: AT 17's Never been kissed February 15th, 2004
[05:37 PM | 2 *gulp* XD] Carrying on with imagination @_@; I'm having a cold and I felt better today. I dunno, but this cold was not as serious as the cold I had before O_o; Is it a good thing? The thing different is, I'm changung my voice with no sore throat. ><; Eeeeeeee! I can't speak! I wanna change my layout to a pink one. But then I dun wanna leave this one yet. Besides, I'm kinda busy with homework these days. I guess I should do my homework instead of making layouts for stuff. I think I have to start studying my books soon. Even if I'm gonna stay half year more in Grade 12 again next year, I still have this half year's good result to show to the university so they will take me in. As studying design, my art marks must be high. At the moment I'm getting satisfying marks (Graphic > 80, Arts > 86). I think I should spend more effort in my works @_@; You know, now when I see the one I love so much, the feeling from before is gone. I dunno. Perhaps it's becoz we haven't seen each other for so long. Perhaps our feeling is really gone. Perhaps it's just becoz I'm sick so I can't feel too much. But one thing I'm sure of, after I've seen him on Friday, I really felt better. And since I wasn't too happy (depending on the time) in school for the past months, seeing him really changed my feeling and mood. LOL~ Yeah he is really that strong. Though loving someone you're not close to for almost 2 years might seem ridiculous, it will happened @_@; We've never talked so much to each other for these 2 years we see each other. This is the first time and I'm not in the same school anymore. And maybe becoz we're not seeing each other as often as before, we think we should talk like there's no tomorrow O_o; He has never really walked with me when we were walking. We're rarely left together alone. And our shoulder never rub against each other's shoulder like the way we did on Friday xP. Is he really the one? Who knows @_@; As long as I feel nice :] I woke up early today. Just a while after my dad came back. And he see me coughing and blowing my nose. LOL~ He was like saying "Dun infect me again". And later on, he sneezed and coughed. @___@; My friend in school also like that, I was already a bit sick on Friday. And she told me secrets close to my ears. And then she.....got fever O_____O;;;;; She said she already felt a bit sick in the morning though. But.......did I make her more serious? *puzzels* If people got infected by me becoz they were going too close to me.......will my love get infected too? OMG.......... I'm not going to school next Friday. LOL~ I'm taking official leave that day XDDDDDDDDD I need to go to the place for the Adult Smart ID thing that day. O_o; I'll be exceeding the 30-days soon. Luckily there're still time avaible within those 30days. Or else I'll have to pay. School.............school reminds me...........that I;ve haven't done my homework nor project O______O;;;;; My rose is very pretty la ^^ The pictures I took this morning is a lot better than yesterday's xD  Also one taken with the vase ^^  Those are thumbnails. You can see bigger pictures in my gallery ^^ On the other hand @_@; My dad didn't ask me anything about my rose. He didn't see? *waves rose* I got a guitar shape music box years ago. And the song inside is "My hear will go on".....Hehehehehe I am feeling: loved I am listening to: Celine Dion's My Heart Will Go On February 16th, 2004
[05:50 PM | 5 *gulp* XD] Absent I didn't go to school today. The 2nd time in these 3 months. Ah man, why that heck do I catch a cold so easily? My stomach is painful now too. And my head is so dizzy. My lips are dry, nose is blocked! I can cough too! ><; And yesterday, in the middle of the night, I got feverrrrrrrr!!!!!!! SHIT! And tomorrow I AM going back to school. Tonight I have to finish my homework and project with my bombed body. And the colour ink in the printer ran outttttttt!!! ><;;; *cries* I am feeling: sick I am listening to: Get well soon's Get well soon February 17th, 2004
[11:45 PM | 1 *gulp* XD] Getting well I'm feeling a lot better than yesterday. So I went to school today @_@; I thought I would have tiem to do my history homework in school today, but no la.. Luckily I told my friend yesterday, or else she won't know I couldn't do it (my book's in the locker). My answers are very short, I just hope the teacher won't sue me O_o? I've successfully spread out my disease to people around me @_@; Today I can see them sneezing and coughing around. LOL ^^ WHen I hand in homework to my so-called crush, I had to put it right into his face @_@ He said he was took off a little bit and thought I was standing there for several minutes @_@ He asked me if I'm feeling better today too.. I left alone today again. Stayed up in the PooPoo Park and spy xP He left school just a while after I arrive. But there's a cabbage (newly added army) there walking with him. I was in the front front front part of them but I think he knows I was there? And then later I walked behind them. Following the path to the MTR station side (which is the opposite way of my home). Then finally he and the cabbage separated!! So I just smack him at his back then walked across the street with him. I asked him "You didn't get sick?". He said not so easy wo @_@; And then I told him I infected my friends. @_@; Then something. Then he said "Go la". We didn't that long. *chops cabbage* We bumped into each others' shoulders again though xD I hope he doesn't know I'm setting up spy around him as well as myself spying on him? @_______@; I am feeling: fine I am listening to: Karena Lam's Date on February 14th February 20th, 2004
[10:49 PM | 2 *gulp* XD] Scared I hate those magzines that will freak you out all of the sudden =_=; Damn the YES! magzine. It got a small picture of the 2nd part of Ju-on on it ><; And now I'm really scared. And I can see some blue colour pages in the magazines too. Just luckily I didn't look into them *kills the asshole who wrote that article* Yesterday I was very bored in class. My friend didn't go to school yesterday so I had to sit alone or one lesson. LOL~ There should be another one, but a guy came and sit with me. He was drawing a chicken blowing out the date on his maths sheet O_o; So I drew a godzilla on his paper too @______@; And then I torn a small hole on his paper XDDDDDDDDD Today I didn't go to school coz of the Smart ID. It didn't take long though. @_______@; Uh......so I get to stay at home. Yesterday I also bought the new FFX-2 International + Last Mission. I played for 2 days now and I dun wanna continue. LOL~ It's the forth time I'm playing now and excitement dun seem to be there. Anyways, I wonder if my mom threw away my letter. She told me she put my letter on the dining table yesterday. It was pink. She didn't tell me that there was a letter for me. So I told her I didn't even know. She couldn't find it anymore. And said it was just advertisement paper. Heck. How would I know if there's a letter for me if you dun tell me? Why would I stare at the dining table for a letter?! Now I dun even know what is that on the table......it's not here anymore. February 20th, 2004
[11:31 PM | 4 *gulp* XD] Revenge Hell. My mom threw away my letter and said it was me who lost it. She's not even sorry for throwing it away. She even lied it was just that it was just a pink paper with advertisement. I will take revenge. I dun care if that's my mom. But her letter will be ripped by me when I pick up mails from the mailbox. February 21st, 2004
[05:45 PM | Want coffee? ^^] Silent Hill 4 PlayStaion 2 fans must have heard or tried the Silent Hill series @_@; I tried 2 and 3 if I haven't forgotten which is which. LOL~ It's not exactly scary but very horrible to me. Or was I scared? XD I remember screaming in Neko and TJ's houses while holding the controller............. .............. *sweats* I think 2 is scarier than 3 though. But anyways! Silent Hill 4 is coming. Click here if you wanna get into the Silent Hill 4 site with trailer. It's called "The Room". And I'm too scared to click it and watch it XDDDDDD It looks so dark as if something will jump out right after I cick @~~~~~@;;;;; The links for the trailer is below the Japanese words, the links are in red colour, saying "Low Resolution", "Medium Resolution", "High Resolution". *hides* Tell me what is it like after you watch ha! XDXD I am feeling: scared February 22nd, 2004
[12:20 AM | 2 *gulp* XD] Choice A and Choice B Thing is, I'm coming towards this decision making game once again. This is about my future of getting in the university. The application due date is approaching and I still haven't made up my mind yet. I dunno if I should at least try to get into university or next year instead. I mean I dunno if I'm able to, but what if I am? I wanna take a break from my studies. But then it's just a waste of time. I didn't talk to my parents about this. I mean I dun even know if they will support my decision. If I tell them I wanna take half year rest, they would ask me what to do during those 6 months. I wouldn't know how to answer. They always oppose to my decision. Coz I always choose the easier way, the lazier way =____= I am feeling: stupid I am listening to: Speed's Walking in the rain February 23rd, 2004
[07:20 PM | 2 *gulp* XD] Insane Today when I was going home by bus, I was standing near the window where disable used to sit if they were on the bus. And then there was another man standing behind me. Later on, there was someone wearing yellow shirt standing behind me. I thought he was talking to other people at first so I didn't pay attention to him. Since I was looking out at the window most of the time, I dunno what he was doing. And then later on I found out that he is insane @___@; He started screaming at the people who just got on the bus. Like "MOVE IN TO THE BACK!!!!! THERE'S ROOM!!!!!!", "DUN BLOCK THE PASSAGE!!!!!!!!". O_o; Then a kid went on and stood near the bus driver but behind the yellow line where it is allowed tostand. But then that mad guy shouted and pointed at him "YOU CAN'T STAND THERE!!!!!!" Omg he was so scary. Then I went inside and find a seat since he was so scary that he might threaten my life or something. *cries* I sat inside near the exit, then the seat beside me became empty after a while. I was praying that someone, just anyone will come and sit beside me so that he wouldn't come and sit with me. Luckily a small kid sat beside me. *phew* And then when the bus reached Kwun Tong, I got off. And surprisingly, he got off at the same bus stop as me @~~~~~@;;;;; I was so scared!! I thought he was gonna follow me ><; *cries*..... Anyways, I didn't see my love today. Nor any of the Form 6 people @_@; I really saw none of the higher Form people. So weird @_@;; But I saw Mr.Lok scolding somebody.....LOL~ This week will be another so called busy week. I have to fill in my application tomorrow. And then here are the stuff I need to do. - English homework (Tomorrow) - Psychology paragraph (Tomorrow) - Psychology chart (Tomorrow) - Maths test (Wed) - History homework (Wed) - Psychology test (Friday) - Christian E. Project (Monday) The Christian E. project should be due this Wednesday, but since my class was begging the teacher, it was postponed to next Monday. @_______@ EEEEEEEEEE I wanna delete those homework from my blog. I dun wanna see them X_______X; Umm..Easter is NOT coming soon @_@; Oh man, I think it's in April. Not in March. Aii, my March doesn't have much holidays. I think one or two? Aiii........... LOL~ I miss my Delian friends xD But I dunno when are we able to meet once again. So busy so busy so busy so busy... I am feeling: worried I am listening to: Speed's Walking in the rain February 24th, 2004
[07:24 PM | 2 *gulp* XD] Coke Light I talked to my mom finally. About the university thing. Um...so finally I have to apply, she suggested me to apply even if I'm not sure if I can graduate right away this year. She talked a lot though =______=; So troublesome, that I regret in telling her O_o; As expected, she does not want me to sit at home and rest for that 6 months I want...... I fell asleep on the sofa 3 times last night @_@; And then I couldn't do my homework at last. Grrrrrr and then I did them in the free lesson I got this morning. Errr......I got more homework to hand in this week. @_@; I LOVE coke light @_@; Yesterday I bought one can in 7-11, today I bought one for lunch too. And on Sunday, I bought 8 cans in Park'n'Shop. @_____@; Now I'm drinking another can. Second can today @~~~@;;; Nothing much to say except that afterschool 'event'. Hmmm...My friend and I came back to Kwun Tong by bus. She was suppose to get off one stop before my stop >_>; But I told her about fetching my love so she didn't wanna get off ><; Even though I tried to push her off her seat, she still sat still. =____=; So we walked to Delia together, seeing Mr.Lok's butt @_@; On the way, my friend told me that she saw a Delian staring at me @_@; I didn't see him though, I think it was Hengry Lai Hei Man. Then I saw Ishfaq and Thair. LOL~ I attacked Ishfaq by smacking his head. And then Thair or Ishfaq told me Yuna was across the street @_@; I tried to shout but she couldn't hear. Then Ishfaq shouted for me @_@; Ishfaq said "Sherry miss you a lot you know". Then suddenly Yuna was lost. LOL~ She was crossing the road somewhere @_____@; Before she came I saw my love coming already. He was alone, but he walked away. After a while my friend left, sicne she told me when she sees him, she will go so she wouldn't disturb 'us'. Then Yuna came. Then my friend went. Then Neko came @____@; Then me and Yuna walked faster to find my love. Then Neko was behind somewhere. When we reached 7-11, I shouted "Bye Neko!!!!" But I dunno if she heard it or not O_o; I felt so bad XD I haven't seen her for ages and then I just left her like that. *pushes Neko* Finally we caught up to my love. Then I waved vigorously. He didn't talk much though, not like before. Then there was this girl behind me and started walking with him O________O; She left somewhere soon though. I dun mind much about her, but just afraid she might see me rush up to a guy and say hi only =_______=;; I mean EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I had some trouble talking to Yuna and my love at the same time @_@; I dunno what to say, when I was talking to Yuna, my love thought I was talking to him. Aii. Then I took out my "lovely" drawings and showed them. (I will scan them later). Ofcoz it was so horrible that it was too funny @_@; He was smiling. One was a bunny look like thing, and he asked me "What is this?? @_@". Then another was a horrible drawing featuring my hateful classmate. He said "You must be drawing this during the lesson and did not pay attention in class la". @______@; He went the other way to the post office. I was asking him where was he going. But he dun tell me ><; Then I poke him, and he said "Pay water bill ahhhhhhh" @_@; Pay water bill = real water bill or pee pee. @_@; So is it pee pee or really water bill??????? After he left, me and Yuna attacked big finger. LOL~ Long time no see Yuna~ XD She went down to Kuwn Tong bottom with me, so she had to go back up to the 11X bus stop ^^;;; We left each other at 4:35 T^T; *waves at Yuna vigorously* Five more minutes for using the computer. Then I need to do my homework/study =_____= This is forced to be done by my mom ><; I am feeling: Mmmmm... I am listening to: NoR's Yuu February 24th, 2004
[10:56 PM | 1 *gulp* XD] When the promise to yourself is broken... For how many times I've promised myself I would work hard in my studies during this this this time, I've always been breaking my own promises. Before I said I will work hard, I will try my very best when I get the chance to go to school again, but I'm only becoming more lazy. I dun study much, even the test is on the next day. I dun do my homework, even if it's due the next day. Although I still manage to hand in homework, to do the test, I know I can do even better if I studied, done what I have to do. I dunno what am I doing, nor what am I gonna do tomorrow. I dun have the guts to promise myself or promise to anyone that I will work hard anymore. Coz I know I can't. The application will be due next Monday. And finally I've decided to give it a try -- to apply. I'm really worried if I can hand it in on time. Since the transcript and stuff are not done yet. The application form must be submitted in on Monday, other documents before 15th March. When this is the only chance I got, when this is the only university I'm apply, I start to feel afraid. I dunno why am I like this all the time. I feel lazy to do important things all the time. I tend to hide away and wait for a solution to come. But this soultion will not come, I have to find a solution on my own. Then when I finally decided, the time is then limited. This is the 2nd time I felt like crying becoz I'm screwing something up. No one can help me =_=; Simply no one knows what I want. My mom will kill me if the application can't be submitted in when I should be able to. Staying at home makes me feel ashamed. She said I should feel bad myself too, if I were to stay at home and have holiday for so long. I do wanna take a rest, but it's a waste of time. I dun really wanna go ahead than anyone. But then I can't just stand there and wait. Who knows what will happen =_=; The thing now is....application application application. Study study study study study study study study. Explode explode explode explode explode explode. *holds tears back* I am feeling: painful T^T I am listening to: Pita-Ten's Chiisana Mahou February 25th, 2004
[06:48 PM | 2 *gulp* XD] Discussion Leader YES BABY I'm the discussion leader of Friday's history class discussion!!! YAY!!!!!! =_______=; Damn it I dun wanna do it! The teacher picked some students to be the leaders to raise up questions for the group to discuss =_=; He is just simply picking on those who doesn't express much (eg. me) or expressed too much. GAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! *kicks around* Now I have more stuff to do ><; I'm already so busy!!!!!!!!! He-did-it-on-purpose =_=; He would like to make the quite students more active for their good. But eeeeeeeee!!!!! He used to come to my group or my place and ask us if we know what is going on, and obviously we would say we dunno anything. *grin* Today we had this history video thing which we watch and answer questions. And I used that time to copy notes instead. @_@; After the lesson we had to hand it the video thing O____o; Luckily a saviour had came to save me. @_@; Then the teacher saw me and my friend copying. LOL~ He asked us is it becoz we couldn't hear. And we said Yes. LOL~ That gave a reasonable reason for not doing the task properly @_@; Then when I was leaving he said "See you again in a couple of hours", "I hope you won't get sick of seeing me" XDDDDDDDDDDDD I've asked my teacher to help me with the recommendation already. She asked me to give a list of my academic average, volunteer work I've done, hobbies (?) and extra curricular activies I've participated before. @______@; I have no extra C. activity @_@; I was lazy to join, and besides, no time. I do have one couple of years ago XD the Choral speaking thing XDDDDDDD For volunteer work I dun have either, I will do it next month though, so I guess it's okay? I also asked my art teacher to help me write one letter since I'm applying for design, I think it would be more appropriate. Errr? Now I just hope the transcripts would be ready before the 15th March. *kicks* Today the maths test was okay. I didn't know some though. @_@; And I couldn't concentrate since I was thinking about my application. Maybe I will get 78%? Tomorrow I will have another maths quiz @_____@;;;;;;;;;;;; I had another coke light for lunch ^____________^;;; I drink too much these days. *addicted* My netfriend who discussed about studying in Aussie couple months ago messged me on ICQ today. She said she is studying there right now. But she doesn't like it. She said all the stuff are very expensive. Hmm.......I hope she's okay though. I think I should make a calendar of the stuff I have to do this and the coming week @_@; But then it will destroy my blog. *kicks work* I am feeling: kicking I am listening to: AT 17's Never been kissed February 25th, 2004
[07:01 PM | Want coffee? ^^] Works to accomplish Busy Busy Busy!!!!! *kicks work horribly* Go me......... ........ I am listening to: Karena Lam's Date on February 14th February 27th, 2004
[07:29 PM | 2 *gulp* XD] Monkey Act I'm drinking Coke light again if you wanna know =_=; Second can of today O_o; It's sugar free but it's sweet. Why???????? I'm drinking too much these days. I might explode with air.. Anyways for Art we are going to do pottery soon. With the spinning thing @_______@; The teacher was demonstrating it today and it was pretty dirty... I got 31/46 for my maths test which is not too acceptable =_=; It wasn't a hard test but it was quite long and I forgot some of the stuff. I had my psychology test today too. Not too good coz I didn't study much. I should have studied, but I wasn't in the mood yesterday. I was in a fight with my mom where we argued and stuff. And I was hella pissed. So I couldn't concentrate. I was gonna scold someone today if he was gonna continue on what he was doing. I was playing with a guy before maths lesson start as usual. We steal/ obviously take over each others belongings then try to steal back and stuff. We do it everyday almost. Then today a fucking guy who sits somewhere in the middle TEASED me and him. ...... *coughs* Today's a free dress day and he was wearing yellow shirt. At first I thought he was wearing fully yellow like a kung-fu man O_o; ....... Grrrr! I was gonna shove the maths textbook up his face to tell him to shut his damn mouth up! (I know I'm very violent). But as nice as I am, I didn't do it. >_>; Starting from next Tuesday to Thursday I will be annoyed and then go mad. Our school does a lot of childish and useless stuff. I mean hello? Why the heck do we need this 'special' days in playing 'primary childish games' at the same time 'every single year'? We are seniors and we should act like one. And now the school is asking us to do some monkey acts in front of other classes and embarrass us off. And if we dun it, some ma fan people in class will go against us and the rest of the month you will be screwed (if you care, which I dun really)..... Just ask the ones who want to do it to do it and leave the innocent people alone! Nothing much to say @_@; I dunno if I will go and submit my application tomorrow in the morning. I haven't filled in the application completely. EEEEEEEEE????? February 28th, 2004
[01:30 AM | Want coffee? ^^] Stupid me ^^;; LOL~ How come I'm so stupid XD I spend an hour and a half on deciding the rest of the courses I wanna study besides design and fashion. XD Then after this conflict in my brain, I found out I did something terribly wrong O_o; You cannot put in more than 3 choices in each of degree and sub-degree blanks @_____@; And what I did was..........I put in all 6 degree courses XDDDDD I was like thinking "Why would people choose higher diploma to study while they can select bachelors?" Now I know why XD At first I chose these: #1. Bachelor of Arts in Design #2. Bachelor of Arts in Fashion and Textiles #3. Bachelor of Science in Optometry #4. Bachelor of Arts in Language Studies with Business #5. Bachelor of Business in Management #6. Bachelor of Arts in Social Work @_____@; Now it is: #1. Bachelor of Arts in Design #2. Bachelor of Arts in Fashion and Textiles #3. Bachelor of Science in Optometry #4. HD in Multimedia Design and Technology #5. HD in Product Innovation Technologies #6. HD in Social Work I dunno if I did it right @____@; But I guess it's like that? I do hope they will take me in. =_=; My grades are quite low. EEEEEEEEE.... Social work as bachelor does not have specific requirement, but I dun think I wanna became a social worker. I mean I might just wanna learn something so I can help others out or even my ownself when needed to. Optometry is something I want. I never thought of it until this moment though @_@; Still it's in the 3rd choice. I dun prefer studying something that I need to eat my books too often  I am feeling: stupid I am listening to: Speed's Walking in the rain February 28th, 2004
[07:14 PM | 4 *gulp* XD] Errr..... I submitted my application today. I saw a lot of people submitting too @_@; I never knew there will be so many Non-JUPAS people in Hong Kong. Omg! The competition is too big! *cries* Oh...when I was waiting for the 101 bus, I turned my hand to my right. Then......I saw the Ju-On commercial board >_>; How can they put it there @~~~~@;;;;; The poster is so horrible! I was like thinking what will other people think when they saw that board at night on a very quiet street with no lights @_@; Even the smaller magazine that came with Yes!, they have this Ju-On thing again =_=; They got a LOT of shots from the film. And that horrible one was on the cover O_o; That small magzine contain a lot of stuff -- psychological tests, horoscope, other information. And ofcoz, the other information includes Ju-On with a lot of horrifing pictures =_=; My mom was reading something in that small magazine, then I asked her to throw it away when she's done reading. And today I also saw Ju-On Part 2 COMIC O__________O;;;;;;; Really!!!!! Anyone wanna......buy?? I saw the pink thing with wing from RO today. I mean I saw the cushion. And I bought it XD ::::::  I also got 4 new CDs too *grin* .. Love Psychedelico - III .. day after tomorrow - Primary colour .. Chemistry - One x One .. Jolin - Castle With 5 new MDs from TDK... I dun have much to say @_________@; Such a busy and boring day... I am listening to: Love Psychedelico's Everybody needs sombody |
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